December 2009
49 posts
Why is everyone dying????
breathe
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I’m going to continue to type this until I get tired, and the feeling of needing to scream at the top of my lungs and thrash everything in sight is gone. You ruin everything for me. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate...
I’M GOING TO ARGENTINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so I just got a random phone call....
from my best friend telling me this kid we used to know years ago died three days ago of a heroin overdose.
I should feel bad, but I don’t. I haven’t seen/spoken to this kid in at least 7yrs. And I don’t really have a soft spot for addicts.
I’d rather I got random phone calls about happy things…..especially from my best friend.
Debbie Downer came to town
Holidays are weird for me this year. I feel like I haven’t gotten really into any of them like I have in past years. I already wasted Halloween this year, and Xmas is almost here and we don’t even have a tree. I’m fully prepared for New Years to be a bust as well.
Why is work the only thing I can seem to let consume me?
I’m setting myself up for a long….lonely...
I need more PMA in my life.....
I listen to people….whether they think I am or not. And then I wonder if I sound just as negative. I’m trying really hard to live a happy positive life, but I know there have been plenty of time where I was the one with the foul things pouring out of my mouth. The negative comments, the poor choice of words. I just wonder how many people I may have affected in a negative way. Something...
Someone will want me again someday, right?
Like really want me…..not just want to get me into bed.
I feel defective…..its been over 2 years. Why haven’t I found a boyfriend?
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Hatebreed on Monday…..SOMEthing to look forward to.
been busy....
too busy to think, and definitely too busy to blog. Sorry!
WANDERLUST……..I’ve got it, bad. So I’m putting it on the back of my legs!
Will post pics when it’s done.
Day off, gotta run errands and usual and stop to see the boss lady real quick.
It’s so hard to get motivated when you only have one day a week to accomplish everything.