January 2010
15 posts
WHOA
I just looked back at my older blogs, and I totally posted the last one RIGHT before I met him….probably a day or so. Maybe this was fate?
finally....
I win. I’ve met him. He’s amazing. I stopped looking, and there he was. I’m keeping him, and I hope he keeps me too. *sigh* only 3 days until he is back in my arms again. Who woulda thought I’d ever feel ANYthing again?
I haven’t felt much like writing lately….and honestly I’ve been very busy. Had Julius in town for 2 weeks, which was nice but now everything goes right back to what it was before. I’m quite sure he was more bummed to leave than me. I wish I didn’t feel that way.
I’m still lonely, still miserable sometimes. I just feel like I’m going to be alone forever....