no one ruin my day today. It’s baby shower #1, and still very weird. I’m going to have to sit there while all my coworkers stare at me opening presents. Is it bad that I just hope the cupcakes are good? I love everyone I work with, and this is just the first reminder than I only have a week left with them.
Also, to my friend, you know who you are. I genuinely care about your well being, and with that being said WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?? I almost don’t know what to even think anymore. I felt bad for a while, felt like you were in a situation you didn’t know how to get out of and I tried to lend an ear. But after seeing the horrible things he has said to you, I just can’t fathom how you can even stand to be around him. I’m sorry, but I can’t stand by and watch you put yourself in harms way (physical/mental). You said you wanted help, you said you want the truth. The truth is, he will never be good for you. Let him attempt to REALLY fix himself before you let him into your life again(or your daughters). He deserves nothing at this point, and you shouldn’t feel like you are denying him or her anything. She’s better off not knowing anything about this relationship. I think you are doing a great job of getting yourself on track, why let it slip now? I know I don’t know the whole story, nor do I pretend to…but from what you have let me know, I just don’t get it.
Sorry I had to vent this here, but I know you probably beat yourself up enough over all of this on a daily basis, I just couldn’t keep it in anymore. I hope you know it all comes from somewhere good.
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